long long time

It has been a year since I blogged but what a year. I have been writing, poems, journals, began two stories. I have dealt with some intense pain and hurt and anger this year for what someone did to me. I do not know how I will get through it but I know I will one way or another. I am just beginning to face it and deal with it and I have been an emotional roller coaster. In and out like the waves, swirling, at times deep and dark, a place that no one should be in. Yet there are times it is light all around, where everyone likes to be. But alas I do not stay that high for long. I am usually somewhere over the the middle line nearer to the dark side then the light side. It is a dark that can be oppressive but somehow I have to believe that it will get better. But I wonder is hope for fools? Time will tell if this is true or not.