Life can be hard

So have you ever had something happen in life that just throws you for a loop. And has it happened more than once, not the same thing but something that just throws you for a loop. Life is like that, there are so many ups and downs that at times my stomach is sick from the quick downs. But the way to deal with these times is to take it one step at a time. Know that it will pass but you will learn from it and grow from it. At least that has been my past experience so hopefully as I continue to deal with the latest loop causer I will learn and grow from it.

going crazy

Don't you ever feel like you are going crazy! Life around you swirls and twists till you don't know which way you are going. I do not know how I keep it together at times. I keep thinking when will it stop. It seems like I relax and think maybe progress is being made then boom something comes up and smacks me in the face. Will it ever be like this, I am so tired of it all. I don't know if I can do it anymore, no I am not talking about taking my life but of continuing to deal with what the situation is. Too just cut my loses and run. I just don't know if I have the strength to continue on. Right now I will not make changes or go a different path but who knows down the line what I will do, what choice I will make. Just keep things even keel for now.