going crazy

Don't you ever feel like you are going crazy! Life around you swirls and twists till you don't know which way you are going. I do not know how I keep it together at times. I keep thinking when will it stop. It seems like I relax and think maybe progress is being made then boom something comes up and smacks me in the face. Will it ever be like this, I am so tired of it all. I don't know if I can do it anymore, no I am not talking about taking my life but of continuing to deal with what the situation is. Too just cut my loses and run. I just don't know if I have the strength to continue on. Right now I will not make changes or go a different path but who knows down the line what I will do, what choice I will make. Just keep things even keel for now.