Do you ever

Life takes ups and downs and twists and turns. It is moving fast. I can not believe that it is already the middle of Oct. Where did this year go? So much has happened in this year, it was full and eventful. Tears and laughter, sadness and happiness. Hardship and heartache. Isn't that what life is about? At times it seems to be overwhelming and feels like it will never end. Then when it does and things settle down I what to see what I learned from what I just went through. Was it something life changing or just a lesson I needed to learn. I remember the year I was diagnosed as bi-polar which was only 4 years ago, how life changing that was to me. I was angry and tried just ignoring it and it has been a 4 years of learning and living and falling. At times 2 steps back and 1 forward but the thing is to just keep moving forward and don't lose hope and faith amid all one goes through. And that gets hard at times but even just clinging to one little word that keeps you hanging through till you can get to the other side. At times I faltered and fell but when one does that just pick up and brush off your knees and keep moving forward. I hope that when things are done and my life is through I will be remembered as never giving up and still having hope and faith