Just rambling

The weather is so cool and mild outside. I dare to think it is spring even though it is almost the middle of June. What is going on I wonder but yet enjoy the open doors and air conditioner off. It makes me think of those small things in life that give pleasure or happiness. I try to cling to them because in the bigger things there is not alot of that going on. Life throws curves and sometimes it is a very long hairpin curve that never seems to end. I have been on one of those for a while now and I wonder when it will end and the road will straighten out. I am ready for a straight road for awhile without the personal struggle I have been going through. However God has me on this curve for a reason so I will look to Him and prepare for when the road does become straight once again. I can not hurry it along, even though I have been trying. That makes it more scary and dicey so I will take it at God's pace and strive to not get restless or stressed. My past is filled with those times when I hurried along the curve and crashed and burned. So I need to remember those times and take my foot off the gas and let God do it. I have done this before been impatient to get around a curve but God kept me slowed down to His pace and the outcome was so much more that I could have ever thought. So I will take this hairpin curve nice and slow, like one should on a curve like this. And just enjoy the ride along the way and know God will eventually bring me to the where it is straight on ahead...for a little while at least.