Ok a week ago it was snowy and we had the heat on in the house. Here is is a week later and it is in the high 60's/low 70's, heat is turned off. It is weird but I am glad. I am so not ready for winter. It get too damn cold here but I am have been praying for a better mindset. It is effective and I have also been praying to die to my hopes and dreams and open up to what God has for me. That is not easy but I know it is the only way I will find peace and contentment living here. I am praying to look at things differently and with a more positive outlook. Not saying everything is peachy keen, this past month at work has been so frustrating to the point that I was thinking of looking for another job. My boss moved to Boise to open an office there and the communication has been really bad on his part. Also I don't have access to all the info I need to do my job. So he came into town this week for a couple of days and I told him how I felt and that it was to the point I was thinking of looking for another job. I don't know if things will change even though he says it will but at least he knows what I will do if it doesn't. I love my job and what I do, my co workers etc but it was very frustrating and there were other things such as I wonder if he will sell the business. I still have those concerns but I am amazed I was able to speak my mind. He has said he could not be out growing the business if I wasn't who I was. So hopefully he means that and what I said had him see what could happen if he continues being the way he has been. I really hope this is the company I stay with till I don't have to work anymore. So that was my week and how things have been. Standing up for myself and it is like a weight off my shoulders. job
Friday, October 14, 2011
Well weird weather
Ok a week ago it was snowy and we had the heat on in the house. Here is is a week later and it is in the high 60's/low 70's, heat is turned off. It is weird but I am glad. I am so not ready for winter. It get too damn cold here but I am have been praying for a better mindset. It is effective and I have also been praying to die to my hopes and dreams and open up to what God has for me. That is not easy but I know it is the only way I will find peace and contentment living here. I am praying to look at things differently and with a more positive outlook. Not saying everything is peachy keen, this past month at work has been so frustrating to the point that I was thinking of looking for another job. My boss moved to Boise to open an office there and the communication has been really bad on his part. Also I don't have access to all the info I need to do my job. So he came into town this week for a couple of days and I told him how I felt and that it was to the point I was thinking of looking for another job. I don't know if things will change even though he says it will but at least he knows what I will do if it doesn't. I love my job and what I do, my co workers etc but it was very frustrating and there were other things such as I wonder if he will sell the business. I still have those concerns but I am amazed I was able to speak my mind. He has said he could not be out growing the business if I wasn't who I was. So hopefully he means that and what I said had him see what could happen if he continues being the way he has been. I really hope this is the company I stay with till I don't have to work anymore. So that was my week and how things have been. Standing up for myself and it is like a weight off my shoulders. job
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