Friday, September 16, 2011

It is a small step



This past week my husband and I have been at odds. Yesterday the tension was finally gone. Later that night though what would be considered make up sex was not intimate or comforting. I just wanted it to be over with and I have never felt like that in the three years we have been married. I slept terrible last night and it was on my mind today. Finally I got the courage to text him that I wanted to talk to him when I picked him up from work. I was nervous because usually when I talk to him about something bothering me he gets defensive and attacks back. But he listened to me and said that it had been bothering him all day. He apologized and did not get childish at all. It was a bit encouraging and hopefully will continue. I love my husband and want to see us get past this hard patch we have been experiencing. I will try to be more positive and optimistic. Maybe there is a light up ahead, I don't see one yet but just maybe there is one.

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