Ugh another day, it was yucky weather with the cold winds whipping through. I am so tired of winter, I am ready for spring and warmth and sunshine. It is Saturday and I went into work. Trying to get hours ahead because I am taking time off in April and May. I would have stayed longer, I don't like coming home much this past few weeks. I get no break from having anyone around in my house. And my husband is a planner, has a hard time just being but he has gotten better at learning to relax. Well his daughter is the same way and on top of it she is used to being the center of attention to her parents. My husband and his ex did not really like each other and so they focused everything on her and after the divorce her mom continued on, That is unhealthy and I am not like that. The problem is he is centering things around her and I guess that is the way it is going to be so I need to accept it. Like I have said I am so thankful for my job, I love it and it is exciting and challenging. I love going to work everyday and that it is fulfilling to me. I don't find that much in my marriage right now. as much I love him so very much and can't imagine life without him. I have tried talking to him about it and it just turns into a fight plus I don't want his daughter feeling unwelcome here. So suck it up and find an outlet such as writing and need to get back to the gym to work through the emotions that are winding through me. As the saying goes SUCK IT UP!!
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