I wear a mask, I have gotten quite good at it because even I don't always realize I am. I feel so ungrateful and petty because things are good here. My husband is building a relationship with his daughter now that she lives with us. We are buying a house, we love our jobs but I feel so alone so lonely. I was driving home from work and Mark Shultz's "He will carry you" came on and I started crying! The loneliness and homesickness was so at the surface. However when I came home I put the mask back on. The mask is what I wear, it is easy to put on and it gets easier with time. Well I guess that is it for now. I attached the song cuz it is so meaningful to me.
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